The Watchmen- Antigone

Monday, May 13, 2013

A last goodbye


In high school nothing seems to last forever
People grow up, and friendships grow apart
I don’t know what I’ll do without him,
But he’ll always be in my heart
A friendship so strong,
No one will ever understand,
The pain I feel inside me
When he’s not there to hold my hand.
My eyes are puffy from the tears,
No one there to feel my fears
Emptiness has been left inside me,
But no one’s there to see my hiding.
Facing the world without him will never be the same
Because to me this was never just a game
A friendship so strong fell before my eyes
Every thought about him consumes my mind
Though he is no longer there,
I still feel him everywhere.
We may not have made it to forever
But at least I know we ended it together.

I guess these are my last words of sophomore year. I lost my best friend, and nothing seems to  be able to fix that. I've cried a lot today when he said he was done, but now I begin to realize my pain has only just begun. There are heartbreaks every day and mine is no different. I just have to hold my head up and be strong, put on a smile and move on. I will never forget every memory we shared. I have learned that letting go is one of the hardest things in life, but it always comes. You decide whether it defines you, or guides you. So, goodbye best friend. I've taken many lessons from you, but our  road together ends here. I hope to find you one day happy, with a life that brings you so much joy. One day we might meet again. We might sit down and talk, or just smile and remember old times. Or we could walk away with hatred in our hearts. Whatever path we take, whatever move we make, I wish you the very best. This may be our last goodbye, but just know you'll be in my heart forever. 

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